Entry tags:
[Action/Video]
[Justin, unaffected by the cold induced by sitting near the fountain that the City had seen fit to drop him into during winter, finally tires of waiting for what he’s convinced what must be a trick of the mind to dissipate and resolve itself into the nothingness of death. For a lack of any other distractions, he fumbles with the device he had found in his pocket earlier.
He doesn’t fully understand why he would bother hallucinating what resembles a camcorder. The brain is truly a strange and unfathomable thing.]
Am I dead yet?
[It’s a ridiculous question. He still exists enough to imagine things; the answer is clearly no.]
If not--if not, I hope this doesn't last long.
He doesn’t fully understand why he would bother hallucinating what resembles a camcorder. The brain is truly a strange and unfathomable thing.]
Am I dead yet?
[It’s a ridiculous question. He still exists enough to imagine things; the answer is clearly no.]
If not--if not, I hope this doesn't last long.
no subject
[The last gets a humorless smile.]
I hate myself most of all. Killing myself would have been an act of free will, a perversion of the justice system, and a final assertion of power... no intimacy, no love. Just ideologies.
no subject
Do you feel trapped, little rabbit?
no subject
Yes.
Do you?
no subject
[Trapped inside her own corpse. An animal intent to chew off its own leg, just to escape.]
And it won't be over soon.
[A very sweet reminder. Every moment was a century.]
no subject
no subject
[Barbet wasn't here. The shreds of her life that she had gathered back up were not here. She has no work, she has no focus, no control.]
But here I am.
[What that would mean in the long run, she didn't know.]
no subject
[That's depressing.]
Great.
no subject
What are you going to do?
no subject
no subject
[Carla did.]
no subject
[He doesn't, but saying so would be rude.]